a note from Paula

Ashlyn is not having a good night, her sodium levels have dropped and she has been throwing up and gagging all night, not to mention she skin is not taking to well to the chemo :( I really hate this part it tears me apart to see her so sick, these are the nights I feel like I just can't do this anymore, it is such an awful feeling to know there is nothing you can do to make it better, I can't do this :(

 Paula